UGH!

Well, James' cousin had the opportunity to spend some quality time with her hubby tonight so, she will not be making it to play games with us. Craig is here, of course..ha The others who were invited are coming but are running a bit late. All of the drinks, chips, cookies etc are out and waiting, the boys are playing video games and I am bored.

I found out that regardless of James' complete insensitivity to the outpouring of my feelings both for and against him going to the basketball game on Monday and regardless of the fact that after some turmoil I did say that he could go to the Suns game because I know it's important to him... I am still being a witch according to some. That just makes me all warm and fuzzy inside....

I guess that it's not enough that I host his family and friends on 90% of the free nights that we could be spending together or that I stand beside and support him with the custody of his son or even that I did against my better judgement say he could go to the game, apparently, I am not supposed to have any feelings.